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    Here are the bands listed to play at my Warped. What’s crossed out it what I already have full Discographies of, if it’s not on the list, I don’t like it, and if it has a star by it, I’m listening to it, and deciding if I want to download, bold I like but don’t have downloaded yet.

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  4. I’m putting this here so I don’t lose it, and so that I can go back and take notes on it.

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  5. 19:33 9th Apr 2012

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  6. 23:56 2nd Mar 2012

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  7. 17:55 5th Feb 2012

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    Day thirty six. Saturday, February 4th, 2012, posted February 5th, 5:45pm:Photo: I’ll probably change it, but for now, I went to a party, and these are some people that were there.
Yesterday was alright. I worked the through shift, noon to seven, and afterward, I went and hung out with Kennan, and we made a plan to head out and go to Reginna’s party. It was a party with a bunch of people from work, and it was a lot of fun. There was lots of alcohol, and I drank a little. Kennan drank some, and we both smoked. I was very high, and a little bit tipsy. I did quite enjoy it. We played table pong, I guess that’s what it was called. Briana and I ended up winning, so two very attractive boys from work took off their shirts. One of which you can see in the picture. <3 Kennan and I headed to bed a bit early, I got nice and baked before we headed to bed, so I slept quite nicely, but not for very long. I slept from about 3am to 8am, then I had to get up, and go to work. Kennan and I stopped and got breakfast and coffee drinks, and I headed off to work. Apparently, at some point during the night, after I headed off to bed, Camille threw my keys out in the yard, thinking they were Nick’s, so I had a hell of a time finding them in the morning when I had to leave. Overall, it was a pretty nice day.

    Day thirty six. Saturday, February 4th, 2012, posted February 5th, 5:45pm:
    Photo: I’ll probably change it, but for now, I went to a party, and these are some people that were there.

    Yesterday was alright. I worked the through shift, noon to seven, and afterward, I went and hung out with Kennan, and we made a plan to head out and go to Reginna’s party. It was a party with a bunch of people from work, and it was a lot of fun. There was lots of alcohol, and I drank a little. Kennan drank some, and we both smoked. I was very high, and a little bit tipsy. I did quite enjoy it. We played table pong, I guess that’s what it was called. Briana and I ended up winning, so two very attractive boys from work took off their shirts. One of which you can see in the picture. <3 Kennan and I headed to bed a bit early, I got nice and baked before we headed to bed, so I slept quite nicely, but not for very long. I slept from about 3am to 8am, then I had to get up, and go to work. Kennan and I stopped and got breakfast and coffee drinks, and I headed off to work. Apparently, at some point during the night, after I headed off to bed, Camille threw my keys out in the yard, thinking they were Nick’s, so I had a hell of a time finding them in the morning when I had to leave. Overall, it was a pretty nice day.

     
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    Day thirty five. Friday, February 3rd, 2012, 2:49am:Photo: Kennan was acting. It was good.
I&#8217;m only posting today because I said I would. &lt;3 Today was easy. I worked, it was easy. We&#8217;re getting a nice pattern down, and I like it, nothing too difficult anymore. After work, I sat and scrolled my dash, as always. I took a bath, and then headed out to watch Kennan perform. He did very well, and I was very proud of him. After the play, we went to the cast party, and it was a lot less eventful than I thought it was going to be. I mean, like, I was expecting me to be awkward, and be outside of a lot of inside jokes, but I really wasn&#8217;t. Everyone was really welcoming and nice. Kennan said they liked me. Which was awesome. After the cast party, we headed home, and then sat and talked in his car for while. We talked about school, and how I&#8217;m so confused and have a lack of direction. I was sitting there, and I started to cry, because I&#8217;m easily overwhelmed. I was telling him about how I didn&#8217;t really want to live anymore. And he said to me&#8230; about how I was really important, and how I touched so many people&#8217;s lives, and how I shouldn&#8217;t kill myself. It was the normal &#8220;don&#8217;t kill yourself&#8221; speech. Then he said, &#8220;Be it me, Amelia, a guy you elbowed once at a Moneta concert, Stephie, Tao, we would all miss you so much, and our lives would be changed forever.&#8221; I lost my shit at that point. I sat there in his arms, crying. Amelia&#8217;s my best friend, he knows her, and knows how important she is to me. Moneta is my favorite band. He&#8217;s never heard of them before me, or gone to a show, yet. Stephie is my other best friend, he&#8217;s never met or talked to her, only knows her from what I&#8217;ve mentioned. Same with Tao. He payed attention to me enough to know what was important to me, and what would snap me back to reality, to know that I should be here. So&#8230; I said to him, &#8220;Kennan, it&#8217;s moments like this that make me want to be with you for the rest of my life, and I can see it happening. It&#8217;s so stupid, and so fast, but I can&#8217;t help it.&#8221; and he said &#8220;I can see myself being with you for a long time, and possibly the rest of my life. I love you.&#8221; I don&#8217;t even know how things like this happen, but it gets me confused, and happy, and a little more grounded, when things like this happen. I&#8217;m going to head off to sleep now though, it&#8217;s almost 3am. I have a lot to think about while I sleep, at least I&#8217;ve gotten some of it off my chest, here.

    Day thirty five. Friday, February 3rd, 2012, 2:49am:
    Photo: Kennan was acting. It was good.

    I’m only posting today because I said I would. <3 Today was easy. I worked, it was easy. We’re getting a nice pattern down, and I like it, nothing too difficult anymore. After work, I sat and scrolled my dash, as always. I took a bath, and then headed out to watch Kennan perform. He did very well, and I was very proud of him. After the play, we went to the cast party, and it was a lot less eventful than I thought it was going to be. I mean, like, I was expecting me to be awkward, and be outside of a lot of inside jokes, but I really wasn’t. Everyone was really welcoming and nice. Kennan said they liked me. Which was awesome. After the cast party, we headed home, and then sat and talked in his car for while. We talked about school, and how I’m so confused and have a lack of direction. I was sitting there, and I started to cry, because I’m easily overwhelmed. I was telling him about how I didn’t really want to live anymore. And he said to me… about how I was really important, and how I touched so many people’s lives, and how I shouldn’t kill myself. It was the normal “don’t kill yourself” speech. Then he said, “Be it me, Amelia, a guy you elbowed once at a Moneta concert, Stephie, Tao, we would all miss you so much, and our lives would be changed forever.” I lost my shit at that point. I sat there in his arms, crying. Amelia’s my best friend, he knows her, and knows how important she is to me. Moneta is my favorite band. He’s never heard of them before me, or gone to a show, yet. Stephie is my other best friend, he’s never met or talked to her, only knows her from what I’ve mentioned. Same with Tao. He payed attention to me enough to know what was important to me, and what would snap me back to reality, to know that I should be here. So… I said to him, “Kennan, it’s moments like this that make me want to be with you for the rest of my life, and I can see it happening. It’s so stupid, and so fast, but I can’t help it.” and he said “I can see myself being with you for a long time, and possibly the rest of my life. I love you.” I don’t even know how things like this happen, but it gets me confused, and happy, and a little more grounded, when things like this happen. I’m going to head off to sleep now though, it’s almost 3am. I have a lot to think about while I sleep, at least I’ve gotten some of it off my chest, here.